Its been a while since i've blogged... hmmm haven't been in the writing mood lately... in fact, i'm still not really in dat mood rite now hahaha... juz watched a chinese movie on tv, Yo de shi ji nan you aka Why me, sweetie? Its stars Louis khoo and cherrie ying. Second time i've caught it and i simply love this movie!!! hahah, so i'm taking this time to rave all abt it! hahaha
Arrggghh!!! i'm so infatuated wif cherrie ying's character 'ding ding'!!! my dream girl manz... hahaha... Wat a movie... so non-sensical yet so moving... not many movies can make u laugh out aloud as well as cry ya? Its basically abt this guy (louis khoo) who suffers frm amnesia everytime he falls totally in love. He wud faint everytime he totally falls in love and wake up not remembering his gf (cherrie ying) ok, i noe it sounds abit cheesy and stupid... oh wells, its a romantic comedy rite? haha... anyways, it left me wif a fuzzy feeling, a tingly buzz in me. hahah sounds so GAY... hey! guys hav the rite to feel this way ok! we feel as well.... we have emotions too! haha. u've gotta catch the movie to understand. but i think its not dat popular a movie... i mean... cherrie ying isn't dat famous rite? dun remember her in any other movies... oh ya, plus, louis khoo's cake shop asst, xiao wang, is soooo chio! dying to find out who she is... but think she's juz a small-time extra, sigh....

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sigh... matter of time before i go 4 sab, probably tmr... its time for me to say hello to sunday nite book-ins and late fall-outs.... damn! my holiday in Ang 2 is over... think i'll miss the guys over at ang 2... bonded pretty well over the last 2 mnths... esp. the 85s! be sure to keep me updated! i'll try to attend as many 'AARs' as possible hahaha...anyways... i'm gonna shortlist myself for the relief aid over at Aceh! spoke to my parents, they dun object but they're very concerned dat my holiday plans for CNY will be affected... yeah... dats the biggest stumbling block for me... hopefully there will be more den one batch goin... cuz i'm pretty sure i won't be able to make it for any windows before CNY... oh wells.. i'll see wat happens.

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In the wake of the recent parodies of my song by Joda, i've decided to post its lyrics so everyone can truly enjoy the song! haha

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think i didn't handle the situation well... i wasn't too convinced either... why am i reacting this way? why am i so bothered by all this? maybe i was wrong... maybe... sigh.

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You Are the Loyalist

6 You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal. People find you easy to love and care for. You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises. You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.

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Yesterday, i was given a big shock by my direct boss. He told me i was goin over to 4 SAB immediately on official attachment. I was expecting the attachment, but the lack of prior notice left me a little stunned. haha.. So, i went over to 4sab that afternoon not knowing wat to expect. The terms of my attachment left alot to be desired. basically, they expected me to follow their 'timing' which meant dat i'll be stayin in frm sun nite to fri nite and it also meant dat i'll basically will not have any interaction wif my fellow ANG 2 unit mates for the rest of my NSF life which really sucks! I mean... i belong to ANG2 not 4 sab. If dat wasn't enuf, i only knocked off at 820pm... worst thing is i wasn't doin tpt sup work, i was doin saikang! wtf, i'm there to be a tpt sup, not a saikang warrior! today was the same... so i immediately sounded off to the 4sab mto and demanded dat he explain y i'm in this situation. He told me dat i'll hav to wait a few wks before assuming any appointment, so i'll juz hav to wait and help out whenever help is needed, ie saikang. He proceeded to ask his men if they had any work for me, men who r lower ranked den me! not exactly respecting me... he even made sarcastic remarks like, "go draw lines or something' that was the last straw... i immediately walked out of the office and returned to my unit. I lodged a complaint wif my immediate boss, and he said he'll speak to the 4 sab mt sgt. After that, i remained in ANG 2 till 530 before returning to 4 sab. Fortunately, during the last parade, i was told dat i'll be returning to ANG 2 immediately cuz, HQ Armour, our higher command said dat my boss did not inform them of the attachment so they will not allow me to go over to 4 sab.. Thank you HQ Armour! now i dun need to stay in, well at least for now. hahah. still booked out late though, ard 7... but who cares... as long as i remain in ANG 2 hahaha

Anyways, enuf abt my attachment. I'm thinking of volunteering myself to provide aid at Aceh. Yeah its a really big decision, but i'm seriously considering. Anyways, my S3 has said dat he will not offer any ANG 2 men unless asked to by SAF cuz he realises the high risks involve. But he did mentioned dat if ANG 2 is called upon to provide aid, he will accept any volunteers. haven't spoken to my parents abt it yet, still waiting for the ideal opportunity, ie over dinner hahaha.. wonder if they'll support my decision. sigh... this is a once in a lifetime opportunity, and a very meaningful and fulfilling expierence. furthermore, i really dun do much in the army now. Although, i'll only be there to give out rations, transport supplies etc. i'll be issued with live ammunition, complete wif grenades etc. in case the rebels were to try anything funny. scary huh? plus the duration i'll be there is really subjected to change. i guess it can range frm a few mnths to maybe even a yr... not goin to be easy esp wif the current conditions. with the high risk involved i'm not sure if i can be cleared to go Aceh... i'll see la... ANG 2 has to be called upon before anything can materialise anyways..

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Confused... So confused... Sigh...

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