Was feeling really jaded today... but some good news perked me up! apparently my parent unit ANG 2 sent an email requesting my return, with effect on 1st Feb! Its a dream come true! when i heard the news, i was running ard the office like a mad man, i tell u... hahaha... ok, shall not be overly excited.. must wait for it to be official!

on to other news... i'll be goin overseas with the army again! this time Taiwan hehehe... won't be as long as Australia tho.. juz a couple of weeks, think i'll leave in april or so... juz nice la.. come back, can switch to ORD mood! wahahaha!

Initially i planned to blog a lot longer... but now, im tired as well as over the moon! so my mind's a blank rite now... so nitez!

2:15 am;
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Finally... the week is over... its been a pretty busy return to army for me.. all thanks to LRI (logistics readiness inspection) preps and the return of wallaby vehicles/stores clashing! My bloddy FM (fleet manager) had to appt me Store IC (temporary) juz for LRI. Not like wallaby stuff isn't goin to keep me real busy... plus im not store trained! hey im a transport supervisor.. the supply sup better come asap! Luckily, the ship only arrived today, so i had the past few days to concentrate on LRI... most sickening thing is, our LRI is on the 16th to the 24th... y 16th!?!?! its the freakin mon after wendy's b day la... my FSM oredi told us dat we'll be doin OT over the 14th/15th wkends.. mite even burn hari raya.. for LRI preps.. 14th is wendy's party la.. 21st somemore.. hopefully we won't work thru the nite, den i can rush down to her place... sianz.. so busy! oredi did OT today man.. spent the whole day at pasir panjang port, overseeing the discharge of vehicles from the ship to the port deck... reached home ard 8pm... haiz...

k, enough bitching abt work... i think i'm definitely developing an infatuation with her... we've only met once, but it was enough... she really impressed me, almost to a pt of intimidation.. hahaha.. not many rattle my self-confidence, so i guess she's special.. hey, i oredi had a soft-spot for her even before we met.. i mean.. she shud hav pissed me off for gd after dat nite but juz couldn't help myself... its only infatuation tho... gotta get to noe her better first, before goin full throttle! hahahaha.. anyways hope she recovers asap!

12:11 am;
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its been ages since i blogged... there were a coupled of times when i tot of, but changed my mind when i reached the com... oh wells.. So, yet another new yr has begun.. time really flies... kinda sadistic that i spent my first day of '06 stuck in camp doin duty, huh? hahaha.. hopefully its not a sign of things to come this yr! Doin duty on a weekend, esp holidays is always a good chance for me to do some reflection, some thinking. seriously, cuz there's nothing else to do! haha.. but some how it seems dat i can nvr ever do so... this morning i tried.. but ended up fantasizing abt romance etc... really GAY ah?!?! wtf rite? y can't i be fantasizing abt HOT WILD SEX like most other guys? hahahha.. snapped myself out of it... tired of kidding myself... Brennan Ong, no pt thinking abt it! at least wait until u hav a leading lady to be in ur fantasy first lah! hahaha... sometimes i feel i get too caught up in the whole 'love' thing... bein single for 2yrs isn't dat long rite? y the withdrawal symptoms man? haha.. think its the all cuz of too much spare time! so i guess i have to be thankful dat i'll be back in army this wk! haha

hmmm.. i'm not one who does new yr resolutions. but heck. let's see wat goals or changes i wanna make. hmmm... for one i better start gettin fit! i hav to frequent the gym more often this yr... my health is at risk! i am supposed to be at the prime of my life, rite? think i hav to curb my drinking as well.. not dat i drink alot... but i hav to admit, since coming back frm australia, i have drunk alot more alcohol den i usually do.. and its costing me financially as well as affecting my fitness... lastly, i think i've neglected my guy frens last yr.. i wanna really bond with my male frens again.. i guess its partly cuz most guys aren't as expressive, and dun share any personal thoughts etc which is unlike me.. so kinda hard for me to bond when its only one way. but i believe i can work something out.

2006, a transitional year for me... All ready for wat's in store!

11:30 pm;
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