Tired... So very very tired... sigh... havin a severe back ache now! think i've been standin for too long today... actually, dun mind a busy schedule and all... time passes faster when u're caught up wif work. plus, bein busy helps curb my wild imagination! think only i will understand what i mean, hahaha... planting too much thoughts in one's head is unhealthy! hahaha... ok, as i was sayin... dun mind bein busy, juz dun like feelin shagged after work! hahaha... thankfully, most of the time i dun reach dat state, juz hope it stays dat way!

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Caught the movie again on tv today... really like it, if only the ending weren't as dramatic as an earthquake bringin down the wall and all... i can bring myself to believe the whole plot except dat last scene! pretty sure i'll love the movie much much more had the ending been more realistic hahaha... plus, Gigi leung is juz so gorgeous! she may be a bit too skinny for my liking, but juz her face and smile is enuf to melt my heart! hahaha...

Somehow i always happen to watch this movie on tv during a certain period in my life... and it nvr fails to give me hope... hope dat destiny wud bring us together... haha, i've been guilty of some of the same 'acts of insanity' dat the characters did in the movie... waiting at certain places, doin certain things etc *chuckles* (k dats a bit gay haha) so i can sort of relate to the movie, maybe dats y i like it so much. wonder if u'll feel the same? I first watched the movie, shortly after i decided to give up... though it rejuvenated my hope, it also gave me faith... dat faith has enabled me to be patient... months passed, and our paths crossed yet again, like an act of destiny... a surge of emotion, and in a blink of an eye, i'm back feelin the way i did the 1st time. now, juz when i've loss hope and chosen to forget, the movie plays again. Are we meant to be?

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Shagged man... Super shagged hahaha... wah... taking charge of 30 plus men fresh from bmt is stressful!!! haha... plus today was the armour centralised mt line (ACMTL) opening ceremony, so super busy wif its preparations! sigh... wat a busy wk for me... while most will be enjoyin gd friday and the long wkend... i'll be back in camp on sat for duty! sad sia... book out 8am sun den later must book in again before 2300 hrs... sums up the wk for me... sobs... hahaha.. to make things worse, i joined a soccer league along wif my soccer team buddies, and the 1st league games HAS to be on SAT!!!! ARRGGGHHH!!! damn it la! hahaha... oh wells... juz hope i'll enjoy myself tmr, tho haven't planned anything yet, sigh... Oei! tsk tsk... get the hint? hahaha...

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Had a really disturbing dream... sadly i can't recall the entire dream, how i wish i did... cuz now i'll nvr noe why i dreamt of plotting the murder of my mother wif my dad... Yes, my dad and i tryin to murder my mum... well, it wasn't exactly my mum la... it was my mum in the form of sharon stone... u noe how weird dreams can be, ya? as to why sharon stone? my best guess is dat she best protrayed my mum in the dream, a femme fatale... a role she shot to fame with in basic instinct. So in summary, my dad and i were tryin to kill a femme fatale who so happens to be my mum! Its so disturbing... i mean, i love my mum so dearly... i can safely say, we hav a very healthy relationship... makes me wonder y i wud dream such a thing!

Haiz... wats wif all my dreams of late??? wonder wats in store tonite... hmmmm... hahaha...

10:51 pm;
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Dreamt dat i died last nite... It was such a vivid dream... so real... for a moment i really tot i was dead! I believe i actually physically cried during the dream, i did cry in the dream dats for sure... when my soul hugged my younger sis... I even managed to see my very own dead body, pretty traumatic... didn't get to see the face tho, guess i consciously censored it out haha... Scariest part was, before i died, the 'dream me' dreamt dat i wud die... So maybe its a premonition, and tmr i wud nvr wake up, hahaha... ok ok, not very funny la huh? not gd to curse oneself ya? haha anyways, its really sad if u leave without gettin a chance to say ur goodbyes, really really hope dat when i do pass, i'll hav a chance to bid all my loved ones goodbye.

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Women See You As Playful Women want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push women's buttons and attract a wide range of gals You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Women are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

11:05 pm;
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You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

11:01 pm;
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Your Scent is Key Lime Sassy, real, and totally smooth You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge! What Scent Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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Your Inner Muse is Thalia You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! What Muse Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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Caught A walk to remember for the first time on HBO this afternoon. Was a pretty good movie, hav to admit dat the reason y i caught it so late was dat i always had this impression of it bein a teenie movie due to its young cast. But after watchin it, i hav to say, its not a girly teen flick at all. was pretty touched by the movie and it made me wonder if i'll ever find such love. Will i ever find someone who'll believe in me? will i find someone who'll make me grow emotionally? will i ever find someone who'll inspire me to better myself? I live to find out.
Speakin of inspiration, somehow the movie inspired me to watch my all time favourite sappy movie: City of Angels hahaha... I juz love the movie!!! I love the plot, i love the way the movie was shot, i love the depiction of the angels, how they touch our lives by placing their hands on our shoulders, how they're dressed in black trench coats, how they lack the 5 senses, i even like the idea that angels gather by the beach at sunrise/sunset to listen to music! Its juz such a wonderful movie! shall try i find the movie Wings of Desire, of which City of Angels was based on.

11:24 pm;
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Sigh... the morale of my bunkmates last nite and this morning was very low... dat got me depressed too... hahaha.. its hard not to get depressed... the bunk condition is terrible, the toliet is worse, all dirty and dusty... and has no electricity!!! which is a gd thing in a way, cuz it'll spare me frm the gross sight of the toliet hahahaha. thankfully, our morale got better as the day passed... we've all agreed dat our bunk is only meant for sleeping. given that we're hav nites off everyday, we've decided to do our bathing etc at home before bookin in at nite. hence, im here typing hahaha... its very tedious and sungei gedong is freaking ulu... but we'll keep this practice till we get sian of the to-and-fro journey. we really took ang 2 for granted... sobs...

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The roads haven't been safe lately... at least, from wat i've witnessed. Yesterday, i was buying ice-cream at boon lay mrt when i saw taxi speed past a controlled pedestrian crossing. Think he was dreaming... he e-braked but couldn't stop in time, luckily his horn was enough to stop people frm crossing... was quite a no. of people crossing.. pretty sure if one were to cross, sure die wan... dats not all, this morning, i witnessed an accident.. called the police myself haha... i was on my way to camp, called a cab to send me. so i was walkin towards the cab when suddenly i see a motocyclist zoom past me and hit the back of my cab. it happened juz a few metres infront of me! i saw the man do a flip in the air before landing on the taxi/road. Another dreamer.. sigh... think he broke his arm, pretty old chap as well.. at least 50. to round things off, today when i was on the bus headin to boon lay after work i saw another accident scene. this one was serious, a lorry slammed into a tree killin the front seat passenger while the driver survived and was rushed to hospital. it was a pretty straight rd so i can only guess dat the driver dozed off and swerved off the road... sigh.. so my advice to you'll is be vigilant on the roads as well as be cautious when crossing roads.

Today orso marks the start of my stay-in life. Boohoo..... sobs... hahah.. been escapin 'stay in' for 2 wks liao... no choice la, i've been late for work every morning... not a gd thing when u are defying rules and stayin out! hahaha.. wat to do... my camp so ulu... so diff to be punctual... anyways i feel my luck is running out, if i carry on this way sure kena caught and sign xtra.. so decided to stay-in. plus more of my buddies frm ang 2 hav joined me here in gedong, so all stay-in together. anyways juz wanna say dat im goin to miss my regular msn chats wif teresa =( all the gossip i'll miss! hahaha... wud like to apologize to wendy, sigh... now dat u've reappeared on msn and all... its a pity i'll hav to disappear. tho our conversations have been short (and sweet), its nice catchin up wif u =) k think dats all... shall try to update more often... kinda been neglectin my blog, busy readin others lah! hahaha..

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