bloggin from camp again... but this time, via a SAF laptop wahahaha... a first, so cool! hehehe... anyways juz wanna write abt last nite's, no wrong, this morning's dream. haha, i dreamt i was dating Steph Sun! a prettier version of course, heheheh... i wud analyse that my sub-conscious choose Steph Sun probably cuz i heard her song last before fallin asleep and the whole dating senario, was simply the released of suppressed emotions. ok, enough of that nerdy shit hahahaha... the dream was very vivid, plus i made an effort to remember heheh. it felt real, it had history... i felt emotionally connected. it was like watching a movie. my dream had great cinematography! haha.. a rarity. usually its blurred, incoherent or simply illogical.
anyways, here's how it went.
The history:
It seems Steph and I once dated a long time ago. Before or after she became famous? i dun noe.. my dream didn't specify hahaha. So, somehow, our paths crossed and we got in touched again. (charlotte)
Fallin in love again:
it started harmlessly enough. juz two old flames catching up on old times. Soon we re-discover each other, nostaglia sets in (wendy)and i'm remindered of how we share the same interests, have similar character traits (teresa)
Making my move:
After a day of great fun together packed with great conversations, lots of laughter etc So we were walking back to her place, we were intimate, i had my arms around her. blissful. i looked into her eyes and it struck me. She's the one for me, I love her(plus she's a millionare, big plus hahaha). And i noe she feels the same, i can see it in her eyes. I kiss her passionately on the lips. i pull away, breathless. gazing into her eyes yet again, marvelling at her beauty. I bring my face close to her again, our noses caress and i give her a gentle peck on her lips before we resume our walk home. (absolute fantasy haha)
The infidelity:
I come down to her place for a surprise. Surprise her i did. two of her girl frens receive me at the door and usher me to the living room. They tell me Steph is having a shower and scurry off to her room to get her. but in truth, Steph actually spent the nite with some boy toy and her frens quickly alerted her! Hearing much comotion from her room, i curiously open the door to see a boy in his boxers looking for a place to hide! But before i could rush in to kick his ass, her two frens rush out of the room and began to come on to me. Running their hands all over my body, stripping off their clothes as well as mine hahaha... (rui chan) I resisted but my efforts were slowly wailing, then i wake up! hahaha...
Yeah i noe, ending sucks... weird too... maybe its a message, my dream girl isn't goin to be faithful! hahahah i'm such a loser... oh wells, its juz a dream.