haiz.. bored as hell now man... but orso too tired to go out, or at least jio pple out haha. might hav considered if someone asked me out, but as usual, nobody did *sobs* hahahaha
brought up my 'potential for hair-loss' during dinner with my family today haha. my dad's certain i hav high testosterone, with my acitve sebum glands and body hair. i dun deny it, i'm VERY MANLY wat! hahahah tho some might disagree *ahem* he's considering starting me on medication to reduce my testosterone levels. the med's meant to curb balding but i think for my case its more for the achne heheh. thing is, none of his frens or himself hav used the med for achne treatment haha. i'm worried if there are any side effects manz... dun wanna grow tits or wat hahaha. according to him ard 1% will expierence low sex drive. i could do wif dat, i'm an ANIMAL man! wahahaha but really not too sure abt hormone treatment, its considerably new, long term side effects aren't dat well studied yet. juz look at the poor body builders who experimented wif HGH (human growth hormone) developing tits and all. i'm serious. haha.
Life in army is headed down hill yet again. sigh... its not so much the fact dat im busy wif the Ex Wallaby preps, having to do OT/report to camp early etc or the increased resposibilites placed on my shoulders recently. Its the morale of the camp, very depressing. sigh, especially for my dear fren Ronald. He's one of the few pple i trust in the MT line, a great fren, and its hurts to see him in this situation now. he's undoubtly been the most suay NSF spec, keep gettin aimed by dat BASTARD. and i dun see how it can be fair? Ronald works hard, takes all the shit wif little complaint, yet this is how they treat him? hey, we all make mistakes. most sickening thing is, his mistakes are trivial in my eyes. like me, he's an attached personnel. juz pisses me off, when we attached personnel, slave our asses off for another unit trying our best to be as professional and responsible as we can. showing good work ethic and at least contribute to the MT line. but this is how they repay us? this is how they show good faith? fuck u. its such 'hospitality' dat makes us feel at home. no wonder we all wanna return to our parent units. futhermore, the timing of it all is juz damn bad la... he's visibly shaken and drained. i can only hope and pray for justice.
