its been ages since i blogged... there were a coupled of times when i tot of, but changed my mind when i reached the com... oh wells.. So, yet another new yr has begun.. time really flies... kinda sadistic that i spent my first day of '06 stuck in camp doin duty, huh? hahaha.. hopefully its not a sign of things to come this yr! Doin duty on a weekend, esp holidays is always a good chance for me to do some reflection, some thinking. seriously, cuz there's nothing else to do! haha.. but some how it seems dat i can nvr ever do so... this morning i tried.. but ended up fantasizing abt romance etc... really GAY ah?!?! wtf rite? y can't i be fantasizing abt HOT WILD SEX like most other guys? hahahha.. snapped myself out of it... tired of kidding myself... Brennan Ong, no pt thinking abt it! at least wait until u hav a leading lady to be in ur fantasy first lah! hahaha... sometimes i feel i get too caught up in the whole 'love' thing... bein single for 2yrs isn't dat long rite? y the withdrawal symptoms man? haha.. think its the all cuz of too much spare time! so i guess i have to be thankful dat i'll be back in army this wk! haha
hmmm.. i'm not one who does new yr resolutions. but heck. let's see wat goals or changes i wanna make. hmmm... for one i better start gettin fit! i hav to frequent the gym more often this yr... my health is at risk! i am supposed to be at the prime of my life, rite? think i hav to curb my drinking as well.. not dat i drink alot... but i hav to admit, since coming back frm australia, i have drunk alot more alcohol den i usually do.. and its costing me financially as well as affecting my fitness... lastly, i think i've neglected my guy frens last yr.. i wanna really bond with my male frens again.. i guess its partly cuz most guys aren't as expressive, and dun share any personal thoughts etc which is unlike me.. so kinda hard for me to bond when its only one way. but i believe i can work something out.
2006, a transitional year for me... All ready for wat's in store!
